Anticipation grows inside me

I’m nervous

I’m scared

Want to go into hiding

Self doubt

It comes fast

Why am I doing this anyway?

I’m not cut out for this

This is not necessary

The closer it gets

Feel myself start to tremble

A sense of dread has rooted

And my thoughts seem to scramble

The moment has come

I go blank for a moment

I breathe

I still

Peace and calm overtake me

I know what I’m doing

I deserve to be here

Self-doubt disappears

I am sure

I am clear

This excitement, it get’s me

Finding its way every time

Drives me to my potential

Nervousness Redefined!!